There’s been a lot going on and a whole lot of nothing at the same time. In my silence, I’ve learned that I should rely on others for the support I need when life becomes difficult. What are those difficulties, you ask? I’m not sure. In the last 2 months, I have been demoted (thanks to a manager who didn’t like me), moved to another location, and have searched for a new job.
The aspect of a new job has gone well thus far. I am on my way to achieving one of my dreams. I am not ready to disclose details of my new position just yet but I am excited and I know it will be much better than what I’m doing now. I have a lot of support in the new position and it will be AMAZING!
I’m still struggling with my weight. I have a great group of friends who have been magnanimous with supporting my fitness goals. It has been a 10lbs battle. My goal is to lose about 50lbs. Truthfully, I’m just searching to find happiness with myself as a person. Nobody ever said that loving yourself was easy.
Now, for the difficult part of my life. I’ve been struggling with the pursuit of having a baby. I know I can get pregnant. It’s been proven. It’s just hard to put my fertility in someone else’s hands. I need to blog about this and face it openly. It’s emotionally difficult.
There you go, you now know what will be coming soon. Have you enough? Much love.